hToao and Merry Christmas.unfortunatelyI'm not able too make this much of a Merry Christmas for my kids this year.I recently have just lost my joband even working when I did there was very much of a strugglejust to get by.I have 7 kids between me and my fiance.I have 4 kids with my first husband who we tragically lost To a very bad and sudden death. This had happen 4 years ago. Since then my kids have been so lost and angry and hurt. I struggle so much every day with this. I later found someone. Got engaged and had another beautiful daughter. My fiance has two kids of his own that their mother walked out on years ago.God brought us together . He knew we needed each other.but even so it has been such a struggle still to get by.on top of all this my fiance had gotten hurt and hasn't been able to workhardly at all due to his back.lord knows he tries but he just can't do what he used to.long story short we both are in need, desperate need. Rent is getting behind and we haven't got nothing for the kids for Christmas . I've been looking everywhere fora job. Just no luck. Tried different assistant places and no luck. We want give up though.